I could tell you that I am sorry, but that is something you don't want to hear
I know I can't stop you from leaving and having to live my greatest fear
I can't blame you I can't say I did not know
I can only tell you I wish you wouldn't go
I know you still love me but it is not the same
Your love is tanted by the pain
So just go if your going I don't know how much longer I can fight back my tears
I hate that it has came down to this after all these years
I admit there was so many times I turned a blind eye to all I did not want to see
Maybe I can lie to you but I can't lie to me
I know you were surprized when I called you this morning,
I know that we both agreed that our relationship had come to an end
But I just had to hear your voice agian
I just wanted to tell you that I loved you the only way I knew how too
I am sorry that I hurt you
all the things I was blind to I see so clearly now,
You put up with more that any man should allow
You stayed when anyone else would have walked away
And for the life of me I don't know what made you stay
For as long as you did,
And I am sorry for all the pain I caused you that you hid