I HAVE PACKED MY BAGS, AND MY PLANE
LEAVES FIRST THING IN THE MORNING,
PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF YOU FEEL,
THAT MY LEAVEING COMES WITHOUT WARNING.
BUT SO MANY TIMES I TRIED TO TELL YOU,
BUT YOU NEVER HAD TIME TO LISTEN,
AND THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I HAVE
NEEDED FROM YOU, SO MUCH I HAVE BEEN MISSING.
SO MANY LONELY NIGHTS I HAVE CRIED MY SELF TO SLEEP,
THINKING OF ALL THE PROMISES YOU MADE BUT COULD NOT KEEP.
I KNOW I TOLD YOU I WOULD LOVE YOU UNTIL I DIED,
BUT IT IS HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE TO ONLY LOVES THIER SELF,
AND IT IS HARD TO LOVE YOU, WHEN I AM
ALONE, AND YOU ARE WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
AND JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING
DOESN'T MEAN IT DID NOT KNOW,
IT ONLY MEANS I WILL NOT BEG YOU TO STAY,
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO GO.
AND I DON'T HATE HER,
THOUGH I PROBABLY SHOULD,
BECAUSE EVEN IF I DID IT WOULD NOT DO ME ANY GOOD.
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO TALK FOR HOURS?
NOW WE HARDLY TALK AT ALL,
WE MIGHT SAY HELLO WHEN WE PASS EACH OTHER GOING DOWN THE HALL.
AND I THINK OF ALL THE THINGS I MISS I MISS YOU SMILE MOST OF ALL,
THE ONLY TIME I SEE IT IS WHEN SHE CALLS.
AND IT KILLS ME TO SEE THAT SMILE ON YOUR FACE,
BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IS THE WOMAN WHO HAS TAKEN MY PLACE.
AND I TRY MY HARDEST NOT TO BE BITTER,
SOME TIMES I JUST WANT TO HIT HER.
I JUST WANT HER TO FEEL SOME OF THE PAIN I FEEL,
BUT I DON'T THINK SHE KNOW WHAT SHE HAS TAKEN FROM ME, AND I REALLY DON'T THINK SHE EVER WILL.
SHE IS THE REASON, I HAVE LOST MY BEST FRIEND,
SHE IS THE RESON,YOU WILL NEVER TELL ME YOU LOVE ME EVER AGIAN.
SHE IS THE REASON I CRY,
SHE IS THE REASON YOU LIE,
SHE IS THE RESON MY WHOLE WORLD FELL APART,
SHE IS THE REASON I HAVE A BROKEN HEART.
SHE IS THE REASON MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,
SHE IS WHY I AM GETTING ON THAT PLANE.
((((( <3
((((( <3 )))))
............Feel hugged... please? I don't mind tears either.... ;-)
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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "