it's empty.
this feeling that lingers
every time i have a minute
my mind wanders to you.
the endless memories
the painful and amazing
the love i still have for you
a steady empty heartbeat
the lies or the truth
the unsure and unknown
the silence.
the in between
or the never again.
still empty.
thoughts replaying
every detail
over and over
that night i saw you
i could finally breathe
the feeling was gone
the familiar was back
it felt real,
warm,
right.
didn't think twice
the walls came down
came crushing down.
a rushing flowing heartbeat
finally.
freaking, finally.
i missed this
i missed everything.
didn't look back
refuse to regret
everything was perfect
just like before
for one night
just for that night.
tomorrow was reality
tomorrow we're apart
again.
that empty feeling
is back.
nothing has changed
but everything has changed.
we'll never be those people
again.
keep pushing me away
let us grow apart
i'll never stop loving you
this empty feeling
i don't care.
it will never go away
it may get replaced
it'll never be the same.
nothing will be the same.