all I wish
is to be like everyone else
all i try to be
is a true friend
but all I feel is
loneliness
I can't not
feel trust within
someones heart
I'm truely convinced
that no person is
completly sincire
what am I supposed to do?
what was I put on this earth to be?
im deeply confused in every aspect.
I don't even know if im supposed to be here.
different moods
day in, and day out
trying to pretend it's fine
although i know deep in my heart
it's never going to be okay.
i want to be happy
doesnt everyone?
i wish it was so simple
to feel pure satisfaction
and have no care in the world
but reality check here
that's as impossible as everything.
19 years to try to find something
maybe it's about time i give up.
spend your whole life
trying to figure this thing out.
maybe instinct?
hell no.
never.
thats where the saying
"that's life"
found its meaning
where the hell do we go from here?
no...it's more like
where the hell do i begin.