Where to begin...

all I wish

is to be like everyone else

all i try to be

is a true friend

but all I feel is

loneliness

I can't not

feel trust within

someones heart

I'm truely convinced

that no person is

completly sincire

what am I supposed to do?

what was I put on this earth to be?

im deeply confused in every aspect.

I don't even know if im supposed to be here.

different moods

day in, and day out

trying to pretend it's fine

although i know deep in my heart

it's never going to be okay.

i want to be happy

doesnt everyone?

i wish it was so simple

to feel pure satisfaction

and have no care in the world

but reality check here

that's as impossible as everything.

19 years to try to find something

maybe it's about time i give up.

spend your whole life

trying to figure this thing out.

maybe instinct?

hell no.

never.

thats where the saying

"that's life"

found its meaning

where the hell do we go from here?

no...it's more like

where the hell do i begin.

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