walking past you
i smell your scent
this past summer
just came and went
i wish you would just look
straight into my eyes
that would be explaining enough
to stop all the lies
these weights i have
they are all too heavy
i need you to help me
make them lift off me
i can't walk past you
i can't take the glare
do you want me to die?
just give me the stare.
i would do the world for you
you just need to understand
i just want to be friends
and talk to you again.
look into my eyes
read them like a book
think about all the words
and my heart that you took
you let me fall for you
that in itself is a crime
because now i just look at you
and you're on my mind all the time
my heart is so worn out
like my body and my mind
i just wish you could see
that i dont have much time
i'm leaving in a year
trying to change
but with you around all the time
i feel nothing but strange
can't you just get out of my head
go away and dissapear?
maybe it wont even work
because i still miss you, my dear.