What You Mean To Me

I feel so happy when your with me,

i feel scared when you're not,

scared that she'll come around,

and snatch you away,

away from my bare hands.



i know shes not right for you,

i just have to figure out how to show you,

i know we're perfect for each other,

something inside your body knows that,

i know it...



i try to watch what i say,

to make a good impression,

to show that im changing,

it feels like 2 years ago again,

except the roles have changed.



all those mistakes,

i wish i could wish them away,

all those times ive lied,

and decieved you,

all those times i took for granted,

that i know i'll never take anymore.



this is one of the biggest mistakes ive made in my life,

that have actually ment something to me,

you mean a lot to me,

this is why im getting these chest feelings,

that something bad is going to happen,

i never want anything to happen to us,

our friendship..

our long lasting love that we have inside,

...somewhere.





you have six different smiles,

one your trying to make me feel better,

one when you look at me like you love me,

one before you kiss me,

one when you think something is really funny,

one when your surprised,

and one when your trying to hide,

...your feelings.





i have this feeling,

no one can ever be like you,

im trying my hardest,

cuz you "want me to change,

and ill change for good,

cuz i want you to know,

that you'll always get your way,

from now on...

i wanted to say..."



i know inside you love me somewhere,

atleast i still know you care,

2 years gone down the drain,

atleast it feels like it,

you'll never know how much i love you,

i love you so much id change,

and thats what im doing now...

because i want you,

i want you so bad,

i miss you,

please come back and never, ever forget me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i miss you so much you'll never know, you're not always right you know, but im changing...for you.

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