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Why did i let him in?

why did i let him touch?

why didnt i care so much?

why did you hurt me so much?

when i was so young,

i was just a baby,

only 9 when it started,

why cant i bring my self to tell anyone?

i feel its my fault,

like i did something wrong,

i thought it was my punishment,

but i never did anything wrong,

i wish i could tell my mom and dad what you did to me,

i stood watching us from a distance,

i was swiched off,

the inner pain wasnt mine,

and i never did tell anyone that little dirty secret of mine,

its starting to kill me inside,

theres nothing i can do,

i cant tell,

and i'm not trying to save you,

but my parents i need to keep safe,

as for you i wish i could kill you,

no love can ever take away the feeling of pain,

why didnt i ever tell?

now i cant stand to be touched,

trying to be close to someone is a secret hell!