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Its all cool now I just wanna laugh in your face,

I dont give a f*** what the hell you think,

all I want is your blood on my hands,

I want you dead, six feet under,

Ill even pay a hit man,

just as soon as I find one,

you all said I was crazy,

well yea maybe I am,

but I sure as hell aint like you,

I dont cheat, steal, and kill little kids,

for no apparent reason at all,

you killed a little boy,

that did nothing to you,

you should be in hell,

berried six feet under,

not have the luxury of living in a messed up prisons,

well wait maybe your having some fun with big bubba,

but no thats fun to you,

your just a gay f*** anyways,

I hate my family,

they all cause me pain,

well wait let me think,

I hate the world even more,

Know one understands me,

all they wanna do is criticize before they know you,

but oh well I do the same,

but I dont make fun of um to the face,  

Im standing here wishing you all dead,

I want you gone,

right the hell out of my messed up life,

you should all be in hell,

I know what hells like Ive been living in hell since the day I was born,

to bad I werent dead,

I would love to kill myself,

but I dont have the guts,

Im afraid of dieing,

but who the hell wouldnt think about death,

especially when they live in a world with you mothers in it, I can not take this any more,

saying everything I said before,

I find this an ignorance,

less I tell the less you say,

I know youll find out anyway,

but not right now,

cant bring myself to say it,

everything you say to me,

takes me one step closer to the edge,

and Im about to break,

wish I could find a way to disappear,

all these thoughts they make no sense too people,

if they only knew,

what I was dealing with in my messed up life,

I found this an ignorance,

nothing seems to go away,

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I cant help the fact that everybody can see these scars,

I hate to show my pain but just cant stop at times,I can't convince you,

Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I dont make sense I am what you never wanna say,

and what I am is a low life cold heartless little b****,

you dont know me,

stop trying to figure me out,

your nothing to me,

I hate your guts,

but I hate me even more,

no matter what I do I cant convince you for once just to hear me out So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that Im not But Ill be here cause youre all that Ive got.

dont you see I am like you,

I messed up,

never thought the day would come,

that Id blow up,

worse then 5 homely dogs in a little cage,

And I sit and wonder why I aint dead,

I cant take this shit anymore,

I just wanna curl up in a ball and die,

better yet, maybe Ill poison myself,

or maybe Id like to take a hole bottle of pills and swallow um with a fifth of vodka,

better yet my family hates me so bad let them kill me,

so I say do you wanna stab me in the back,

but no wait youve done that some many times pick another method,

would you kill me with a gun,

What you say you wanna slit my throat well here it is!!

Dont forget put me in a black body bag and throw me off the tallest cliff you can find.

Id better not wake up Ill kill you if I do,

even if I dont live well Ill be hunting you in your dreams, thoughts,and memories.

Ill make you wanna be dead.

Because Im dead just being alive.

So I say why not if your gonna kill me speed things up Im tired of waiting.