Thought I had it
All figured out.
Lost in the continuous fight
Hoping it all would just stop.
Fall asleep
To never wake up
Must be a better place
Trying to figure things out.
New dreams and aspirations
Must be too good to be true.
Feeling so free,
When I never could before.
Was ready to just give up
Feeling so damn stuck.
Learned to find joy
In the smallest things.
Appreciate the beauty
In what I see.
Everything looked so different
Just a short time ago
Not sure how to explain
How it turned my life upsidedown.