Coming to an End

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Maybe what I want is too hard to find.

I only see you when I close my eyes.

I crave that intense, strong love.

Knowing you will be there when push comes to shove.

 

I can feel you here with me.

It's only you that I long to see.

Things get so confusing, I'm just feeling lost.

Me and you together, comes at such a high cost.

 

Always wanting to be the girl of your dreams.

Can't ever get there, it seems.

You always ask for something more.

Why can't it be me that you adore?

 

This insecurity keeps holding me back.

I need to get on with this with my life in tact.

"My biggest fear will be the rescue of me,"

When will I learn not to deceive?

 

Not sure where to go from here.

My future seems so unclear.

Is all my baggage too much for you?

I can't  blame you, I don't wish to intrude.

 

It's so unnerving that she will always be there.

She is the reason that I am so scared.

I know she means the world to you.

This relationship I never meant to ensue.

 

I thought we could keep these feelings at bay.

Never meant to be the one to stay.

Now its gone too far and its too late.

This is not the life I wanted to create.

 

There can be no love with no trust.

It all started out as a little crush.

I refuse to be your rebound girl.

But now that you have stepped into my world.

 

I'm not sure that you could ever understand,

All my flaws when you took my hand.

Try and make everything okay.

Not sure how much longer I'll be able to stay.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Things are different now. I can't put all my effort and get nothing in return...

 

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