I sit in silence as the world speeds by.
I am so helpless, my smile, just another lie.
It seems easier to just give up,
Take a step back when things get rough.
Can't go on like this anymore,
Deep inside, my heart is torn.
They tell me that its not so bad.
I don't explain cuz they won't understand.
Why do I wake up feeling so sad?
Control over it, is what I demand.
I won't be the one to intervene.
But I'm not scared to just get up and leave.
A better life, is what I'm seeking.
An intense love, that shines so deeply.
There will always be something that digs at me.
My view is different from what they see.