Lost love.

I think this time it's really over. I just can't take much more.
You are no longer the one I love.
Things have changed. My feelings are torn.

You are not the same person that I fell in love with many years ago.
They say people change.
Your true colors now show.

I used to be able to feel the love with your gentle touch.
It's completely different now.
I never thought I could hate someone this much.

I'm just too scared to let you go.
I guess that just goes to show.
I just don't want you with someone else.
It comes back to me. Hiding from myself.

It's been over for a while. Can't remember the last time you made me smile.
You constantly put me down. Kick me when I'm already on the ground.

You accept the love that you think you deserve.
My thoughts still return to your every degrading word.
I'd rather have something unhealthy than nothing at all.
Deeper down I can't help but fall.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I know it's not good for me. But I can't help but keep crawling back. It just gets worse and worse Everytime. But I never change. It's always the same.

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