"Dead Eyes" 11 - 10 - 03
Jambled thoughts of nothingness
Cloud my mind and block my bliss
I haven't slept
Sleep hasn't crept
As my mind's occupied with this
Many nights come to be my days
The separation between is a vague haze
Sunless days, moonless nights
Nightmares are no longer at night
And I'm slowly driving to a craze
I hear voices where no one is
In my drinks, the sound of fizz,
Whispers to me
This cannot be
As my balance becomes a dizz
I question my mind's sanity
Ask it why it gives charity
To these delusions
Creating this confusion
Scaring me with such severity
The mirror reflects a sulken face
The nights no longer give me grace
Rings of round
Are so abound
That I've lost all humanity's trace
I lay at night, staring without eyes
No noise, no touch, no sight could surprise
Or disrupt my vision
Or change this decision
As I've come to peace with these Dead Eyes...
i suppose i could relate to this. it reminds me of those night that im filled with much insomnia and so many thoughts that have no particular meaning. im apathetic to a lot of things, and ask a lot of questions. if you dont believe me, go read the poem about insomnia on my portfolio...please. :D good work by the way.