"Painful Past" 11 - 2 - 03
dark thoughts, dim nights
with only you on my mind
how to unhold what's caught
been here for some time
i can't lose it
i can't forget
all of that pain
as the clouds drain
covering cloak, starless night
these are all taken from me
i lose all i've treasured in sight
all for a thoughtless deed
well i can't forget
and i can't fix it
someone cure me
of this disease
called love
won't let go of memories
how to relieve this internal ache
as i ask the Pleiades
i tell them what's at stake
i took not gave
the one's heart
i forsake to the grave
tore it apart
i abused the trust
of this heart i shared
then left her for rust
and that dream of a pair
well how can i move on
from all this i've done
i've hurt so many it's true
but i can't forget about you
you're the one who took my heart
taught me the lessons in part
as you took that thing i hid
and dipped it slowly in acid
it burned it burns
it's your turn
to do the harm
i did with my charm
it's not over even now
i burn in my heart somehow
i feel the linger of your pain
yet you're gone you still remain...
the girl i pained.