"The Long Walk" 6 - 4 - 03
you know i hold a hate for you
this contentment reigns
for all the things i could do
but never did, it pains
but now i free myself of you
tossing out your remains
i have begun the long walk home
the place i was led astray
i curse the point i left myself alone
that day, far away, only yesterday
i disconnect the phone
blocking out that day in may
the sting of your voice on my mind
like a bitter platter or plate
it has stayed with me all this time
the pain is so damn great
but relief comes with this rhyme
i wash myself of this weight
i have begun the long walk home
to the place i was led astray
i curse the point i left myself alone
that day, far away, only yesterday
i find myself laying prone
drained of the thoughts of that day
i have these images of you
silhouettes of hurt
outlines of a person thought true
i cover them with dirt
for all the pain you put me through
i will cleanse this heart
i have begun the long walk home
the place i was led astray
i curse the point i left myself alone
that day, far away, only yesterday
and now i ask myself, "Am I Home?"
and as i cry the pain fades away...