"Salty Tears" 9 - 30 - 03
in a trance i walk these halls
no longer do i hear your calls
but not because i'm not hearing
but a result of the hate you're smearing
how did i get here, how do i deal
with this pain i know is real
things could go so much easier
if my pain could so please her
you're adding insult to the injury
it burns, it scars, it's piercing me
the salt you pour, this rubbing motion
you execute with such loving devotion
leave me please, deep in my dark
the sanctum where i hide my heart
withdraw your light, just leave me be
back in my dark where i can't see
days go on as i am beaten
this treatment is just inhuman
the shallow walls i call my mind
delusion that'll protect for a time
this retreat i call my home
a small range for me to roam
an escape from all my trouble
but they only seem to double
it isn't enough that i am pained
please stop beating my remains
i know i've wronged, i did you harm
and did so with a loving arm
but now your tongue it spits despise
and your hate's revealed with loving eyes
the thing i did, that awful deed
it was blind impulsive greed
i'm only human, i was a boy
in this deed i took no joy
can you forgive for this wrong
quickly slipping, i don't belong
take me back, please hold me tight
as you did through stormy nights
say words i love, whisper silently
all the things protected violently
now it's gone
now been so long
i don't belong
all for a wrong
please hear this song
before i'm gone
you're adding insult to the injury
it burns, it scars, it's piercing me
the salt you pour, this rubbing motion
you execute with such loving devotion
leave me please, deep in the dark
the sanctum where i hide my heart
withdraw your light, just leave me be
back in my dark where i can't see
just leave me be
don't let me see
hovering over me
insult to the injury
consumed by fear
these salty tears....
Josh--
I love the poem. You can feel the emotion practically dripping off of it. Sorry I haven't been keeping up with all of your poems. When I get the time between choir, drama, and school work, I promise that I will catch up. BTW, I have some new poems if you want to look at them. Keep in touch.....
Dawn