Just GRR

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"Just GRR"



i have sat for thirty now

trying to figure a way how

to express the feelings i feel

spinning this fucking thinking wheel

i am so confused

i am losing my way

i just can't seem to figure out

how to feel about this day

nothing has happened

yet i am upset

why is this so

oh, wait, that's it

nothing has happened

nothing has shifted

no joy has been given

no burdens lifted

i try so hard to please

to pass and to aspire

yet it's all a fucking tease

just throw me to the fire

i feel i'll never have someone

but i know i'll have lots of fun

cuz i'll be damned if i die lame

or even a bit fucking tame

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