"Just GRR"
i have sat for thirty now
trying to figure a way how
to express the feelings i feel
spinning this fucking thinking wheel
i am so confused
i am losing my way
i just can't seem to figure out
how to feel about this day
nothing has happened
yet i am upset
why is this so
oh, wait, that's it
nothing has happened
nothing has shifted
no joy has been given
no burdens lifted
i try so hard to please
to pass and to aspire
yet it's all a fucking tease
just throw me to the fire
i feel i'll never have someone
but i know i'll have lots of fun
cuz i'll be damned if i die lame
or even a bit fucking tame