Sacrifices

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i can feel it slipping away

i'm losing the words i wished to say

am i losing my great expression?

i can feel it slipping, my depression

i do not wish to lose this

i say this as it enters, the bliss

is this the cost of my love?

i aim these question from up above

as i look down and ask myself,

"Should i go back?

should i leave this unknown track

and go back to the well-known dark,

the lonely but comfortable abode of my heart...?"

I do not wish to lose my gift

but i so love the feelings of your rift

As i remember all the hurt and harm

as i lay here so warm, loved, in your arms,

i do not wish to go back to that world...



so your love gives me the words.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

you know, when you lose something you've had for so long whether it be a mild depression or a hated friend, you can't help but feel an emptiness where it once resided. a place in your life, your heart, where only it could reside. a space now empty, devoid of feeling... a numbness

personally, happiness is somehting that's been gone out of my life since i was 10 or 11... it will be different living like this. hey, who knows, maybe i'll start writing some happy stuph :-D

p.s.- don't hold your breath... lol

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