"Endurance" 1 - 25 - 03
as i lay in my bed
trying to forget the past
searching for the warmth
to attain the energy to last
a cold chill tingles
slowly down my spine
a feeling that has grown
along with the loss of mind
i no longer feel the love
as i lay alone and cold
i no longer hold you above
it is your image that i scold
you were my vigor
the fuel i burned
to pull the trigger
a need that yearned
but i still exist to end
living on past the harm
as the wounds try to mend...
without the light that warmed.