i'm just about to my wits end
unsure how much longer i can pretend
things will be alright if i stay strong within
i'm losing strength, losing the will
still, i can't let this take me down
i need the drug, i need the pill
hope, lift me off the ground
i just can't see from where i lay
losing the faith through the days
i know i will find hope and a way
i'm searching for light, i need a savior
i need a sweetener with this bitter flavor
i can't stand this taste, i need something to savor
i'm losing strength, losing the will
still, i can't let this take me down
i need the drug, i need the pill
hope, lift me off the ground
my eyes are still level with the floor
how to continue, can't take much more
i need some faith, some hope to devour
i need a cure for the pain on the inside
i need the drug that will sway the tides
to rid me of a pain that wil not abide
so as i lay here, caught in thought
i think of ways, what to do about you
i am so lost, so clueless and useless
hope for light, a way through the day
energy wavers, bends and ends
as i sleep, i dream of my queen
thinking of you, my light and my night...