Feel it, seize it
grasp it tight
given hope, taking life
end the pain this very night
know it, show it
expressing it clear
your intentions, your meaning
share your resolve with the air
judge it, weight it
life and death
toss it, burn it
without a care, one last breath
dont hesitate, dont wait
this wont last
this urge, this resolve
do it now, dont act aghast
you knew this would come
you knew it had to be
you dont care, you dont love
you cease to be
the beat of your heart
the gasp of your lungs
the tears in your eyes
only hold it above
Hope
damn it, slam it
toss it about
yet still it holds
you always shout
out the windows, into the air
asking it why it still cares
never a reply, never a doubt
just that feeling that lingers about
never far, not far enough
to do the deed, to end this stuff
loss of a love, a lonely feeling
despairation, aggrivation
all haunt this lonely being being
depression grows, the urge begins
the feeling kicks in
begins to sink in
never a name for the few
who feel this pain
and tasted life's stew
bitter sweet and sour
with sacrifice as pepper
souls for creme and hope as its flour
mixed and brewed for all to taste
you'll have your turn....
you just wait....
this confusing poem
as i know you see
expresses the pain
once held above
a head all of my own
bearing weight
and fear of the unkown
relieved it feels
to express it here
to release it to write it
onto paper and into the air
sharing the feelings
the hurt of old so that maybe
my story would unfold
for you to feel
and maybe even see
relate even but that
a stretch of belief
who could have felt
these feelings i feel?
oh such is the pain
i know no doubt
wish no other could relate
but that i know
is futile and late
Hello,
Ah, yes, I do myself have feelings like this. It has been awhile since we've spoke, hope things are well for you. The peice you've read of mine is so old, and had ended shortly after that was wrote. Still single my way, how about you? How're things?