"The Thinking Process" 11 - 20 - 02
the phone is ringing
probably you
should i answer it
what to do
decisions...
confusion...
i want to say
but how to say
i just don't know
don't know a way
lost in this...
so thoughtless...
so much i feel
how to express
i've thought too much
too much addressed
hopelessness...
despairing...
i just don't know
don't know a way
to say these words
i want to say
relieve it all...
perceive the fall...
the light goes out
the ringing stops
it's too late
delayed by thoughts
remorsefulness...
regretting this...
never enough...
i just don't give a fuck...
anymore...
no, no, no, no more...
i just can't bare...
at darkness i stare...
alone in here...
with no mirrors...
mirrors...
no, no more mirrors...
mirrors of me.