"Those Times..." 10 - 27 - 02
there are times
i wish so hard
to have you here
inside my arms
to say to you
what i never could
to hold you tight
like i never would
to dwell on regret
curse all the pain
damn the hope
and whatever remains
just once more
to see your eyes
pierce my soul
my clever guise
to shed hidden love
uncover the truths
to let them pour
and bathe you
flood your heart
overwhelming emotions
washing over you
like all the oceans
only that to compare
for what i felt
but never bared
i so hate myself...