"Defenses" 10 - 19 - 02
i love you
i love you
i say it now
i know i love you
but i don't know how
i feel a warmth
one of love
i love you
i love you
i'll say it again
and then i'll show
you somehow
somehow you'll see
i love you
i love you
it has to be
i know you do
you love me
say it aloud
i want to hear it
please say it now
my god i love you
love you so
please say its mutual
then please, please show
you hold the parts
please, oh god, please
you hold my heart
i love you so
why do you tremble
you dont love me so
my earth begins to crumble
i thought you felt
the same beat of love
but now you've shattered
that brightness above
now i shiver
in the cold of dark
this is where i live
with my broken heart
a slight pulse
somehow still alive
i still dont know
why it strives
for this life
this cold existance
why does it beat
this meaningless instance
no longer warm
now so alone
i bar myself
in my new home
sheltered from lies
sheltered from love
closed to the eyes
to those even above...