I Know What I Am

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Depression

WARNING: a majority of these poems contain profanity, depression, suicide and God-bashing.  It is recommended that before proceding you should read and heed this warning and if any of these things offend you the you should exit this page right now.  Thank you



Sincerely,

Little Leprechaun



"I Know What I Am" 9 - 12 - 00



I know what i am

and so do you

a man without a goal;

no purpose and no soul



I exist for torment,

i exist for pain

no longer i want

what may remain

my tattered life

my hopeless dreams

I dont wish to continue

this meaningless being



my conscience is heavy

my life is none

how much this does suck

to be only one

alone in this pit

this pit of despair

how so i do long

for that to be a pair



But this pit is so deep

it goes past my soul

to the very heart

the bottom of this hell hole

and only there can it be found

in this one sad and lonely soul

the sand to fill this hopeless hole



How it depresses me so

to think of this

this life, this world,

this meaningless shit.

Why me, why now,

why this one sad and lonely soul?

But i get no answer,

no reply, no fill to this hole. . .

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Depression is the bomb which ticks inside of me; each moment growing closer to the inevitable and undeniable truth of Life - it ends sooner or later...

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