Daddy's unwanted lil gurl

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Daddys lil girl what the hell is that? Daddy's baby girl who can that be i sure as  hell no it aint me Daddy lil gurl might have been here yesterday but its far to gone today.You see it's was you who pushed me so far away.I tried to get close I tried to love u and hug you but u treated me like a lil bug. I tried to share my life with you i tried so much to care for u. You see it's  just not fare.I miss u so much i miss that fatherly touch.I felt like u didnt want me as if u never wanted me to be.I know if i was indeed a boy is what your heart would fill up wit more joy.Instead u jus play wit my heart like its a toy. i wanna Dad, i wanna be daddy's lil gurl i used to want it so bad I never felt as if ur hugs were real.Not ever!I still miss you but i kno now that i'll never be ur lil again and i kno my Dreams for 2 be daddie'slil gurl is so  far away that i cnt even live to see the day.u from now on i know that u'll Alwayz be my father but u'll never be my dad owell that's  to bad.Hell i was the last of ur kids to believe in u..I love howu treated it  Thanks! I love u too All i ever wanted in life was to be daddy's Lil gurl but i know now i can't have that so i'll jus turn to My knife..And try again in the next life

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