You make me happy, I won’t deny it
But you also hurt me unconsciously
Small things for you, easily give me pain.
You just don’t notice that when I’m not complaining.
Ants are small but the pain it gives when it bites is very deep than you expected.
That’s how it hurts. It may sound harsh
But the pain I feel before is much better than now.
I can’t express how painful I feel today.
It’s like I am stabbed over and over again.
Strongly, powerfully, and killing me slowly.
I may look like calm.
I may look like okay.
I may look like strong, but the truth I’m not.
I’m like a glass that can easily be broken and hard to make it whole again.
-QLight
Blind
I know being blind sometimes makes you happy.
But it’s not permanent and not a perfect happiness.
It’s like you’re making your own world by pretending not to notice imperfections.
And being blind doesn’t prove you’ve just love.
It’s a choice!
And you choose being blind.
It’s not an excuse for you to make mistakes,
It’s not a good reason for you to be insensitive.
And it’s not the only way to be happy.
Know your boundaries,
Know when to hold and let go,
Know when to be blind and when to accept what you saw.
And when you know it, you’ll know when to perfectly walk away and never be blind again.
_Qlight