I don’t know what I’m doing
I am deeply drowned and I find myself trying to stay up.
I did do what I never did.
I did love and I never expected it
I open my door and let it in
And in the end I can’t find a way to let it go away.
I never thought I’d be like this
Being so happy in a way I’m also getting hurt.
Did I do something wrong?
I’ve never been here, I am not an expert
So tell me if I am wrong.
Does loving you are really this painful?
Breaking and tearing me apart?
When I fall so badly I got wounds that never heals so quickly.
When I chose to be with you I got this weird feeling that haunts me sparingly.
And when I touch my heart I just knew I only love.
-QLight