No One Knows How To Burn like Me

I have been lying to you
I am not happy
I am staring outside a window,
at a town I don't want to be in
At faces that were never meant to be looked at

even my own face has changed.

the lines on it are withering,
sinking into themselves

and I am not myself.

And you do not care.
We are drifting away, like
space particles
and your galaxy will never be mine
You will never be truly mine

none of you

I am shivering,
my cold body shocked with these warm tears
I do not let you see them.
or hear of them.
or kiss them.

And I am thinking,
of just not being here,
the next time you come around.

maybe if I shut my mouth,
the silence will deafen you
it will defeat you into loving me the
way you used to

And you may even realize
one day

what you have lost
and that everything else is just
a flicker of the flame that I had
because the truth of it is, baby,

no one knows
how to burn
like me

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Beavis's picture

Read the poem!

There is no comment I could leave that would do it justice. I simply don't have the words.

ashes_theartofburning's picture

Absorbing.

I hope you don't underestimate yourself, because your writings are magnificent.
I wish I captured the beginning of this poem myself.
I stare out that window everyday.
This piece in kindred with my soul.
Love it.
=^.^=


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

life_used_to_be_lifelike's picture

Thank you for checking me

Thank you for checking me out, it means a lot. Ill be keeping my eye on you, I think we are of the same breed....things born again from a dark, kind place


"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.