It is the year 1969
The garbage in Pelham clinks against
the greedy sidewalks
I continue this ritual...
coffee, italian pastries, and long
long friday nights
What was the plan?
It wasn't this. I am 67 and dying.
Nostalgia is a fever in my thick skin
and it burns brighter now
now that I am old, and I have lived such a
way as to have a story to pass on
Nostalgia is a fever in my hair and
in my fat heart
and it beats less now
now that I have lived as a fool and a man
with too many words
snuffed out.
like wet fingers to a lit candle.
all my tiny loves are fading
dancing quickly off the shores of
canada
a failure.
it was only a blink
and a shot of something hard
the white lightning that singed the
back of my throat in '69
that was all it took to bring
me here
and tell you what I have been through.
and tell you that it was nowhere near enough.
Nostalgia is a fever in my
Nostalgia is a fever in my brain\
and in my heart
do you happen to know a cure?
Much Love
Ashley