I am the mother of all mothers
My dying son lies there, watching ridiculous
t.v. shows
I don't have much, just an
old farm house
a pile of medical bills
and two abmormal children
And sometimes I have God
God sends Brother West to me
Brother West says God is testing my son's faith
I become furious at this, and tell him never
to come near my dying son again
I move to the window
My daughter is down there
leaning against the building killing herself with cigarettes
I am awfully tired now
I had to bury my mother
and now I'll have to bury both of my strange kids
Then perhaps I will live a little,
when it gets quiet and
there is no laughter
and no death surrounding me
I've always burned for Australia
Maybe I will go someday
after all these funerals
they say it is so hot down there
so hot that God has left it, and
moved to the heavens
and basks in the blue, unrelenting sky
I guess I can't blame him
there's nothing but massacres around here