Beware, my friend, of the illogical quests
Like a brazen tenor pertruding a voice across a
dark theatre
A rehearsal for the ghosts of dead curtain men
All the while, air waves are being transformed into
quaint thought processes
You do this first, and then, that next
You lodge bottles down the circumference of your
ulcered throat
and feel up a lanky woman in speculation
I forget, it is written, that we are held
accountable for each thing we do
In some strange movement of force,
the door had been pushed open
I heard no knocking at this door
I saw nothing at this door
I have done no wrong to this door for it
to sway as such
so I grab my glass and
sounter off
with heartburn and the disease of mystery
At this wall, there is no cease-fire for the poets
All the good ones drink themselves to death or
cut their jugulars with their own fountain pens
And lovers gather at noon for one last tango, with
pain so sharp it takes a hundred years to name it
This is how it feels,
to be cut off
This is how it feels,
to understand the intricate pattern of the world
Hush now. Let me tape your mouth.
My soul grew shapes like stars like
bacteria like interpretive drawings
and even my ribs learned to bend and
snap like a twig
And in my newly charted calculations I find:
The bigger something grows,
the closer it is to dying.