I think, your city is larger then your state
I will lean on your balcony rail and wait for you to
approach me
Slide the door shut as I am counting the cars
I reached forty three before you decided to speak
I should back up.
In three days you will recieve the last of my intentions
I sent my heart in a brown package through the mail
The eagerness of your hands will determine the answer to my
quiet question:
Do you love me as I have loved you
If you believe in aliens, then you believe in me
I am an unidentified flying object in your sky and
you speak to your friends very casually about what you've seen
I should back up more.
I do not trust you.
I know you have midnight lovers and men at your door
You've opened your legs for them and then you open
them for me under the privacy of your covers
You moan like you know exactly who I am
But you have no idea what I am capable of with
your legs stretching to opposite walls
I can be a soldier in this kind of war
I can work for your freedom and your pleasure and you
can tell me anything you want
I will unload my guns and
put down the sword
take off my pants and put an open for business sign on my tongue
Let's move forward.
I am doing this for my own good
After all, it's my own nails scratching at these scars because I want
you to know just how deep they are and how I have
never forgotten that we have been here before
I could, live without you very easily
I have been doing it for eleven years, I have been doing it since I
was twelve
Let's just stay here, she said.
motionless
no further involvement
We will meet as ghosts and part as deceptive skeletons
We will closet the fact that we may murder the very thing that has created us
or, we could grow like marshmellows in a microwave
Set aside the hot looks of ignorant eyes and hold hands across the table
And whenever you're ready, we could discuss this thing on your balcony
Talk between our persistent puffs and look past that possibly grey
november sky
cuz, we'd know, the sun is somewhere behind it
the way it hides behind my smile everytime you call me
And we'd know, this war could be over if we
just put down our fears and decided to fight for it
I am not yours, but I am yours only and
if you know what that means, then you know it won't
take much to sway me into your bed
sway me into your lust
or sway me into your arms
or sway me into this city that you have made so much larger then even my own offering of
heart and guts
oh my god, i am in love with this one.