Now I know exactly what I was to you:
The wounded bird you relentlessly took under your wings
Some other bird broke me in half, and you sang and
you perched me upon your level and I grew into your image
And the day my wings healed I did not tell you.
I was too proud and too afraid that you would release
me into the wild
But you figured things out on your own and you unleashed
your claws and ripped loose the glue that held us together
And I have searched every crook and tin roof but you
have long been gone
Your scent still lingers in the air, somewhere, but
I do not follow anymore
There is a scent of something else that I am no
match for
You have escaped through the door and my heart
was too big to understand that
Sister
Friend
Mother
Lover
We once carried them all on our shoulders
Each phase brought deeper suns and heavier moons
(and everytime I could have told her) I froze
And you have took shelter in a place I cannot go
The place of forgetting.
and
I will not look for you anymore.