The Two For Tuesday Special

Today the bombs rang louder then usual

I sucked it in

I got out of bed, finially.

I wrote you a two and a half page letter

It's waiting on the floor

In two days, everything was done and over

You can't stand the way I've looked at things and

I've just driven you stark mad

I called my mother and she thinks I should

broaden my horizons and find myself a good man

She said two of my aunts got what I have and the one

has tried to kill herself a few times already and I

should get on some of that medicine before I end up like her



Severely bi polar.



"I just knew something was wrong with you ever since you were a little girl"



I stumbled around last night til I couldnt pronounce your name

And at 2 AM I had to throw the phone across the room, so I

wouldnt call you

I haven't heard your voice all day

And I never saw your shield and sword

I didn't see you kicking up dust

You never even turned around at the sound of my plead



This is the second time I have lost what I loved most

                          Poof.

And in both I have been the center of blame.

"It's all your undoing and doing and all your fault"

Maybe so, but,

It takes two to tango

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Here I go again.

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I am in love with this, honestly. Every time I come back to read something new, it gets better and better. Your writing is simple yet complex, so honest and full of life experiences that often mirrors my life. Please never stop writing.