On this day
I will give him life
I will place it in his thin, pale fingers
They will cut us
and we will bleed
onto the doctors gloves
We will bleed
for your freedom
I will awaken
drugged up and parched
starving for the results
But he will still lay sleeping
under knives and deep breaths
Six hours on a table
Six hours of prayers from our
cousins in the waiting room
Unimaginable love
I carry for the sake of his future
And I am the one
who will hold the honor
and the scar
of what is now and what it was
He will lie there with our hopes while
we are staring out of windows
I am holding him on my shoulders
and the crying now has been constant
I am thinking of the what ifs
and I'm beyond certain that if on this day
we lose him
I will not have the ability to forgive God
But he will bleed
And I will bleed
and we will sleep and wake up
wincing from the pain of fighting for
your life
And holding within ourselves an unspeakable bond
with stitches and gauzes
And that is what is love