I do not like the shape of
my face in silhoutte
It is flat, in minor
My lips are lost inside of
this day
it is not a happy day
nor a bad day
It is just another day
I am not pretty.
though I have been pinned down as
a pretty girl
That man had a gun, somewhere
Rock and roll was playing from the trailor
loud, rough drums
it was warm, softer gravel
his voice was calm
i was thankful for that
So he cocked and went bang
bang bang bang
He groaned and cocked some more
So this is what its like,
to have a man
between my uneventful thighs
I layed mute
like a wet noodle
searched for something sharp to
singe through his temple
i forgot about the gun he had,
somewhere
close, i was certain
i was aware of the stories of
the poor girls who had guts
and those guts were spewed out on
the sides of roads or in
country fields like
the one ten feet to the right of me
So I layed still, with no words
I did not flinch
as he lit a cigarette and
gave me the look of brutal war
standing over top of me
inside it just got louder and
I could not hear his silence
but I knew he meant, every word
So this is what its like
to be a woman
to have a man burst inside my
girl-like body
It was the mystery of guns that
hurt worse
I did not want to die with
my pants halfway off
and legs open
like a filthy whore
So I, wet noodle,
learned how to
focus on
stars
and
moons
and off duty cops
people are stripped
bare, down to the flesh
i just joined
the hush hush club
there was nothing else to it.
love the logics expressed in this poem with a good idea.. I went through few of your poems and loved them too..you are good poet and hope you never stop writing and add more poems.. this poem is good and love it..hope you like my poems too.. and let me know if they also touch your heart.. I am basically a peace wisher poet with 6 books published... I am a peace dreamer, love-based peace promoter... hope you be with me... let me share here one of my own famous say with you... ( a friendly smile is the best weapon of war to fight with..afzal shauq