So you want me to write things down
and you think that I have the time at
4:30 AM to speak without tongue
"Yes talk to me with your dented fingers
Tell me, tell me everything I've done that
has made you so sick at heart to where you
don't have a clue as to the difference between
yesterday and tomorrow"
Well tonight you have stuck the tip of
the knife clear through my throat
This time you have placed all of my instincts in
an old jar, whose umbilical cord is attached to
your arm
and your arm is punching at the radio trying to
find the right station that plays the right song
"If I never spoke at you again I think that would
be just fine
Maybe if I went further North or West I could just
get by without seeing those stupid liscense plates and
those meaningful street signs"
I don't have the time to rewind and I don't have
the energy for remission
But I wake up from sleep that never happens to
tell you that a week has gone by and I miss our
exchanging of sentences and I despise the torment of
knowing nothing about you again
There goes the hole you dug, to avalanche me in and I'd be more then estatic if you'd just once admit that you've left me there because you didn't have the guts to love me
And
I don't have the kindness to let you forget