I hold on tight to the Promise Land
The last few days have been sharp,
but not knife-like
It's been more like a garden hoe, slicing away at
this skin as if it were decent soil
But
I grow back fast
The few who love me could tell you that
It's like back at that playground at school,
we were all chanting
"how low can you go"
"How low can you go?"
Oh, I can get low
You'll see
You'll see, I just know things
But I'm a liar, she says
And she thinks she knows me just
as well as anyone else
cuz
we used to talk for hours til
the sun bullied out the night
And she'd ask me why, why
was my heart so scared?
And I'd tell her why
I'd tell her, it's in every good book
Just read one and you'll know why fear is there
All the good deeds go unfulfilled
And there's a price for our pleasures
I like girls and cigarettes
So I'm going to hell, I got
a one way ticket baby
like good old John Lee Hooker
There's nothing right about a massacre, even
if its cause is a holy one
And you can't take a native mans land because
his is prettier then yours
And you can't sell your women and children for
feel good drugs
It should have been a rule, written somewhere down the line
But we all know how fragile that line is, so, we don't
touch it
We just sit back, and pretend we don't have hands
And I guess it just hurts
A week before your birthday
so you thought there'd be someone around to
grieve with
Well, you've got the breeze and you've got
the day off
and you've got nothing but time to figure
out what's going on with your big stupid heart
It skips beats and makes a rattling thump when it does
and next week
you'll hear the doctor tell you you should quit the things you love
cuz it's just no use to that heart no matter how
strongly you convicted that it was
Man knows best, after all.
He lives on, longer then God
But I just want my women and cigarettes
I'll be dying regardless, so let's
go ahead and cry about it now
Me and my two eyes will sing
happy birthday and
mary had a little lamb but ate it for her
fucking pleasure
So what?
She'll choke on the bones
I'm an Aquarian, and I just know things