Every Color There Is

 

 

My world is nothing but 

a smear of color 

Grasping at whites, Returning 

only with the cold, black inside it

 

Your abscence,

a Tungsten needle

and I simply 

want the milk and honey of 

your lips 

 

But they have said nothing.

 

There is only the hush

The sound of my breath, holding

and I can sense the slight quiver

the sickening quiet

it's cilia spreading like

wild ivy--

 

a true sign of abandonment.

 

And I always do this,

always hanging my make believe

God from an imaginary tree

when all I need is to step back

take a long glimpse at your love

your electric ball

how it turns to sky

It's hue like a worn bruise

 

and here's the real truth

 

sometimes I chip away

like an old house

where the bones

weren't built right

and the cheap paint starts

to show  

 

Right now I'm giving 

you my ugliest color

Are you going to love 

me like that? 
Or will your mouth still say

distant things

 

Because how easy it is- to slide a

finger through one of the cracks

and 

imagine you're the glue holding 

my life together 

 

but it's not like that. 
Ive grown this bouquet all on my own

36 years of grit and dirt

 

and I'm still willing to hand it all over

 

if your hands can stand the thorns

 

I'm all yours.  

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love isn`t always a bed of

love isn`t always a bed of roses,we take the good and the bad


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"Stand the thorns"

A relationship's many sides shown here. Felt good to here if ling lasting live. you rock & roll! Encore. Write it all down poet! :D

~S~
 


 

 

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Thank you Lady A!!  It's been

Thank you Lady A!!  It's been awhile..


"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.

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Wow! I couldn't stop reading

Wow! I couldn't stop reading it! I loved all the moments constantly changing but in perfect pitch exposing the seamless confession. Beautiful. I've missed your works. Hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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thank you smoothie. It's been

thank you smoothie. It's been awhile since I've been able to write anything at all. 


"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.

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Well worth the wait! Hugss xo

Well worth the wait! Hugss xo


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."