Habibti
my love,
my darling,
There was a time
we had danced to rhythm reeds
and shallow drums
our borrowed time with our
bodies twining
like fingers in the air
I sucked the salt right off
your unclean mouth
Then, stood up dripping
blood and river mud
I went back under,
watching you wade back to
the land you so desperately
wanted to be reborn on
You had stolen things.
Days. Years.
Sleep. Even the dreams.
I’d always been willing
to rectify the sin
to turn every lying word into
a mound of ash
to see the black sand beaches
Pour out your mouth
You had grit and black dust in your teeth afterwards
I left it like that.
Because the whole world shakes
when they meet their Gods
And my Gods have never been forgiving ones.
Yours will be no different,
and each time you open up those arms,
Someone will drown in them.
I carried my pain right out of that river, Habibti
clawed my way out of the putrescent debris that loving you seems to make
I remembered everything.
But I now forget.
I will see you gone
And my hands...they are not drowning
They are just waving you off
My thief my fleeting love my ghost for so long
This is your Swan Song
We need not ever be looked upon again
Stopped By
Epicesque affair - the long goodbye - Enthralling write - allets
Wow! How did I miss this
Wow! How did I miss this one? This is one of the most brilliant poems of love and loss that I have read in a long, long time.
J-Called