We end up making all of these weird, unrealistic promises
As if, for the very first time, we see the color of bliss
the epicenter of existence
or what is truly fundamental
Suddenly, we appreciate one another
The love there... is..
too much to swallow
so we spit it out the day after The Gathering
Long, forgotten arms hold us
Our past grudges- oh how we laugh about them now
How silly. Let's keep in touch dear.
But we don't take down the phone numbers
We all scatter home afterwards
We take our brief moments,
grieve in our own strange ways
Start scrubbing away the grit of all
the memories we have of him
Now there is a burning resolve
to live life as he did
but
we don't really mean it
The Promises
I never made them. Death is pretty final. Unless something is requested, I pray and go home and grieve wierdly.