Hospital Bed

 

3am and

your

hospital bed creaks 

it's like forks scraping plates to me

 

You wail in pain, 

another severe muscle spasm

the cry echoes off my ceiling 

I turn the other way

face the wall

and stare

 

but you don't go away. 

or relent. 

I come down and straighten your 

legs for you

because you can't do it 

you can't do anything 

except lie in bed and wait

wait to sleep. Or eat. Or piss. Or die

 

I wait too. 

I feel guilty,

dirty as sin, when I pray for it

late at night 

 

praying to wake up one

morning 

and hear nothing 

but the silence of my freedom

 

 

 

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running_with_rabbits's picture

the hardest thing in the

the hardest thing in the entire world is to watch those we love suffer...it wears on us like water on rock....you've become a river with mud and clear water a like...and rivers, my dear, are beautiful things...


Much Love

Ashley

bishu's picture

Somehow this post brought to my mind many past memories

in line with the post.I can't call it nice but oh well it spoke of stark reality.I was thinking about all those people who had to be hosptalized and some terminally ill. The near & dears try to keep them happy. It takes lots of guts to attend to a sick person in a hospital. Be happy. God bless.


©bishu