Coffee Table Book

 

The radio wishes me dead.

after a long day voices strain 

 

I feel something, I swear, then

 

I come home to find you have removed 

my bowl of waxed fruit and my

coffee table book

 

it was Neruda

You know good and well how much I love him

his perceptions, his women, his description of tits

and page 33 was the only prayer I had left to

give

yet you took it, without thought, so

youve got to go

and I've got to find 

someone else

who doesn't mind Pablo and I caving

inward on a Friday night

 

I keep looking for real love

I say to myself "it has to be out there"

this just cannot be all

my life has amounted to

 

poetry and dreams

 

and that isn't half bad, really

except the radio wants me

dead

for even entertaining the

thought that she might exist 

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allets's picture

Neruda

Will check out page 33 :D Allets

 


 

 

running_with_rabbits's picture

which book?

"and page 33 was my last prayer" <3

I like how this seems to follow the disjointed thoughts we carry when we are emotionally at our limits...


Much Love

Ashley

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Pablo NeDuda Selected Poems.

Pablo NeDuda Selected Poems. Page 33's poem is titled "tonight I can write" and if you've never read that poem before... You should read it right this second. Because, oh boy. 


"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.

running_with_rabbits's picture

k...

I think I read it, I googled it and found a copy of it...I don't know though, cause it's not as impacting as the other stuff I have read by him so I think someone maybe did a bad translation... but I also think I get the drift :/ 


Much Love

Ashley

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Hmm maybe so. I've always

Hmm maybe so. I've always loved that one. It always hit close to home. But in a different book of his page 33 is my other favorite poem by him called "if you forget me". so I lucked out and can easily say page 33 belongs to either poem :)


"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.

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oh that one I liked more... I

oh that one I liked more... I am not sure what my fav poem of his is, I should try and find the name of it...I read it in a friend's book once, I was never big into Neruda... but perhaps I should give him another try...


Much Love

Ashley

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a moment

captured perfectly.

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thank you for reading me :) I

thank you for reading me :) I enjoy your comments


"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.