I’m so sick of having these dreams.
But these dreams are all I have left.
I dream so deep from within.
I can almost make the feelings real.
I just want acknowledgement.
Not acceptance.
Realization, love…..Call my name.
Dreams turn into these horrid nightmares.
So now, alone in this hotel room, lying in this empty bed…..
A single candle lit to illuminate these words.
These feelings run so fast.
Thoughts run too deep.
Feel this knife cut fast and deep.
I just don’t want to be alone anymore.