I loathe this plane,
this state of me.
Cut out my eyes,
so I can’t see.
I detest this insecurity.
Slip away, weak.
Cut out my tongue,
so I can’t speak.
I despise this anger;
slowly boils and seethes.
Cut out my throat,
so I can’t breath.
I hate this pain.
The unfulfilled needs.
Cut out my heart,
so I can’t bleed.
I can’t stand this life.
It’s over, done deal.
Cut open my veins,
so I won’t have to feel.
I really like this.