I see it but I don't believe,
It's the darkness in front of me.
Will it lift up today,
Or will I search blindly
without knowning what
I am searching for.
Will it stop today or tommorrow.
A little bit of light is shinning through.
But it goes away so quickly.
I almost grab it, but I slip away
back into the abyss.
There are moments that I can
light up a candle.
But it gets blown out
by a person that does not wish me harm.
Sooner or later I will slip out.
Despite no sense of bearing
I will see the light & find my way.
Because survive is what I do best.