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Happy Ever After
The loneliest of nights
The most painful betrayal
What I just heard tonight
Proves that our love has failed
Strong like a gust
My ears and rumors met
How can I trust?
How can I forget?
I was in utter shock
A spear ran through my heart
Our love has been mocked
It was fake from the start
How can I look at you again?
Without remembering what you did
When will this grudge end?
This hurt I want to rid
Why were you possessed
To do such a thing?
You didn’t even confess
That you had a worthless fling
How can I believe
Any words from your mouth
Deception I perceive
If I don’t let you out
I tried and I try
To simply move on
But every time I cry
I’m aware of our bond
You are so impacting
Your face is engraved
I am not acting
It is you I crave
I know that I shouldn’t
I am a masochist
But forget you I couldn’t
Or your sweet body mist
That intoxicating Samba Kiss Me
That wide happy smile
In your big eyes I can see
The innocence of a child
Despite the way you fooled
Nobody but me
But still I am pulled
Like honey pulls a bee
I’ve decided to come back
Though at times I wonder why
I’m cutting you some slack
I’m trying to say goodbye
Goodbye to the hurt you caused
Goodbye to all the tears
Goodbye to the faith I lost
Even though I still have fears
Fear of rejection
Fear of pain
Fear of imperfection
Fear that still remains
Fear that won’t vanish
Until I regain my hope
Until we both speak Spanish
Until we mend the rope
The rope that unifies
The rope that links
The rope that ties
It’s harder than you think
It’s so hard to believe
If your intentions are true
Or are you out to deceive
When you say “I like you”?
Then I feel guilty
Even worse than before
When you say that you trust me
And I don’t anymore
I think it isn’t fair
I feel so mean
Because I know your trust’s there
And mine cannot be seen
Everyone deserves a second chance
And I deserve that chance too
I’m going to take a lance
Because I want to be with you
But first you have to learn
From that one past mistake
My trust you have to earn
Me for granted you can’t take
Once I see you’ve changed
Once I see it in your actions
Everything will stop being strange
Then I will have satisfaction
There’s just something different
Doesn’t allow me to close the chapter
Maybe because I’m confident
That this’ll be a happy ever after
