It feels like emptiness
Like shallow seas
To feel happiness
Even though you’re overseen
Just the hint of a smile
And illusions fly
Your heart pumps like wild
Over this nonchalant guy
You mistake a simple “Hello”
For a quiet “I love you”
Your soul begins to glow
If only it would too
Even though you know the reality
And don’t expect more than you should
You still want with intensity
Though it doesn’t feel good
It is terrible want, to need
A warm kiss upon thy brow
But it pays no heed
Not ever, not now
When will I ever accept
That you’re merely a figment
When will I cease to expect
stop desiring significance
For now I’m in too deep
I begin to crawl out
Even though the escape is steep
It must be done without a doubt