I suffocate in my pain
I want to shout and scream
But everything remains
As dark and dull as before
Instead the misery’s more
The feelings are the same
They aren’t as happy as they seem
For my heart’s been slain
I have nothing to gain
Why my life should I redeem?
I’m already insane
What should I survive for?
I am already ignored
But nobody’s to blame
How I wish this was a dream
But it isn’t, I can feel the rain
And I still am dead to my brain
Yet fluently my tears stream
Sadness is still mundane
It seeps through all my pores
However unreachable the core
How I wish it was a game?
If only I could correct the inseam
But it’s no use, I’m forever stained